you know that feeling

pinky heart

ameen

hmmm

“The word “shams” (sun) is feminine, and “qamar” (moon) is masculine. The sun burns itself out to give light and life to everything around, and the moon is muneer, meaning it reflects the light. Within itself it has no light; it radiates the brilliance of the sun. So when we shine as men, the implication is that we are reflecting the glorious light of our women…” - Shaykh Abdullah Adhami

setelah berabad...

Nampaknya sue cuba memberi 'aura merah suci' kepada blog yang sue vacum habuknya ini petang tadi..Tak tahu lah berapa lama aura merah suci boleh bertahan (^_^)

Semalam sue drive long distance... dari kota damansara ke banting, banting ke temerloh. Sampai ke rumah badan dah lesu...tidur mati...sakit kepala...Dan pagi tadi, dari temerloh ke kota damansara semula... weekend terasa sangat pendek, tapi untuk orang-orang penting dalam hidup, sakit pinggang sakit kepala itu apa lah sangat jika nak dibandingkan dengan kasih sayang yang dicurahkan mereka tanpa syarat...

Sampai ke jalan kenyalang ni tengah hari tadi sue tak terus pulang memanjat tangga rumah. Melencong ke carrefour mencari makan (malas masak...malang la cik abang yang dapat che sue ni...uhu)

Sambil makan sue termendengar perbualan di hujung meja sana. 2 beranak yang sweet. A dad with his son... Mereka cakap kuat dengan loghat utara yang manis dan sangat mustahil untuk sue 'buat tak dengar sebab memang sangat jelas butir perbualan'

Santai aje 2 beranak itu makan. Macam dah lama tak jumpa...dari perbualan sue dapat tahu yang anaknya duduk dengan mak (sue agak ibubapa budak tu bercerai) Ayahnya duk ulang soalan yang sama pada sang anak,

"mak tak tanya ayah?" Soalan yang berulang dengan jawapan yang tetap sama dari si anak "takdak" ...

mungkin ayahnya masih sayangkan ibunya... (t_t) sedihlah

Alhamdulillah sue sehingga dewasa begini tidak perlu mengharungi kehidupan dengan hanya seorang ibu tanpa ayah atau dengan ayah tanpa ibu. Keluarga yang walau tak kaya tapi bahagia itu ada... InsyaAllah kita cuba ye bahagiakan ibubapa kita dan pulanglah kampung jenguk mereka bila ada rezki ruang dan kesempatan. Ibubapa tak harapkan kita pulang dengan selori buahtangan tapi sebenarnya hati mereka merasa cukup girang hanya dengan melihat anak ada berdiri di depan mata...

YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU, ampunkan lah dosa-dosa kedua orang tua ku, berkatilah kedua mereka, sihatkan lah mereka, murahkan lah rezeki mereka, panjangkanlah usia mereka, jauhilah sebarang bahaya, Dan lindungi lah mereka, Aminn
yarabillialamin. ..."

Saya ni kononnya busy lah, aha^^

Assalamualaikum wrt
Sue akan exam pada 31Mac , 12April, 14 April. Doakan sue rajin mengulangkaji pelajaran ye. ehe

dah lama tak menulis blog..jadi rasa agak kekok...tak tahu nak tulis apa...hmm besok sue cuba lagi ye... ok? take care ^_^

don't ..just don't...

You have no idea what their future will hold, or what they’re past truly held – no one truly remembers their own history, nor do they reveal it to anyone in it’s entirety. Live your life as best as you can, encouraging as many as you can, and helping everyone the power you wield will allow you to.

Don’t compare your life to theirs. Just don’t....

Regina Brett

hope...

don't worry, be happy ^^

i miss blogging...

~ haishhh bila nak mula tulis blog semula ni????

doa dan harapan (^_^)

busy life

ok lah apdet lah sikit

Sekarang cuti sekolah.
Tapi hari ini sue KERJA! kelas tambahan. hoho
~yang dah berlaku:
a) sekolah dah exam midterm (sibuk untuk persiapan report card)
b) 4hb - 6hb jun yang lalu pergi camping (kulit dah tanned, woha!)
c) balik kg untuk beberapa hari _ beli barang persiapan sikit untuk menyambut "tetamu"
bajet tak de...huuu banyak yg perlu dibeli lagi...
d) hari jumaat hari tu bergerak balik ke KL, hantar meir ke UIA. kemudian menjadi manusia nomad...what a long weekend...sabtu ke perak, ahad ke kluang
e) semalam saya menghadiri majlis walimah Poji (enche ingatmengingati) Congratz poji^^

soft focus

credit : musliMultimedia

love people love

broken clock via effysaiful

Some people are like weed, which grows fast the moment it's planted. But others are like bamboo tree, which shows no growth for 4 years but then grows 90 feet in year 5.

Not everybody can reach their 'prime' early in their life. Some are late bloomers, but when they bloom, they could be better and stronger than the early bloomers. And they are the ones who will remain blooming when others are already fallen down to the ground.

Even bacteria and viruses have their own 'incubation period', which differs from one to another.

Don't rush into judging someone. Being wrong once doesn't mean always wrong. Even a broken clock is right twice a day.

To err is human, but to forgive is divine.

Don't act all superior and condescending. Remember the reason why the noblest creature i.e. Iblis, was thrown out of the paradise and cursed to be the lowest form of life among other creations? It was because of the statement, "I'm better than him."

blue eyes...

Cry if you want to cry...

Remember just remember,
A great Muslim...
A strong Mu’min… always cries in front of his Lord…
Every drop of tears in your prayer to Him would immensely relieve
your heart, heal your broken heart… clean your soul and liberate you life…
Remember just remember,
Allah put you in that situation…there must be reason(s) for it.
Allah might want you to learn..to respect your life or
perhaps Allah want to test your faith, your IMAN.

Besides,
Allah might want to remind you…
as calamities…for you might have owe HIM…some particular sins…
if you decide to involve in things…

ya Allah, berikan sue kekuatan dan petunjuk...ku damba Hidayah Mu...

bz days...

i'm a human...

Allow
me
to

cry...

belajar senyum dari hati

Sue tengah struggle belajar senyum...ahaks^^
Siapa cakap sue senyum kelat hari tu, memang nak kena rotan ni. Hiappp hiappp hiappp!

soothe the stress

awie&me
in the ribena era ~year of 2007


2010

I wanna change...to be more good in everything (aurah issue, study, emotion and all)
but sometimes...i miss my old 'very quiet me'
~skarang dah dewasa sikit, dah banyak cakap juga...ehe

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che sue is very bz lately, with works, study and all lah... ahaks.

yesterday, to soothe the stress, I opened the old album...
flip through the pictures in the folder...

ohhh...I've grown up so fast...I'm a big girl now. 25++ and will turn 26 this year? gosh...
ahhhakkss
Time does speed real fast...

ya rabb...help me, please