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30 June 2006

Still got de blues



Maaf la kali ini sue'z letak lirik lagu...lagu rock still got de blues...(rock gwang..heh)
Use to be so easy
To give my heart away
But I found that the heartache
was the price you have to pay
I found that that love is no friend of mine
I should have know'n time after time

So long
it was so long ago
But I've still got the blues for you

Use to be so easy
Fall in love again
But I found that the heartache
It's a roll that leeds to pain
I found that love is more than just a game
Play and to win
but you loose just the same

So long
it was so long ago
But I've still got the blues for you

So many years since I seal you face
You will my heart
there's an emty space
Used to be

(SOLO)

So long
it was so long ago
But I've still got the blues for you

Golden days come and go
There is one thing I know
I've still got the blues for you

-The hottest songs from Gary Moore


*Lagu nih farhan nyanyi masa konsert AF4 ari tuh.best ar lagu ni.heh
talking about AF4...Salima should not involved in dat kind of reality tv show.Sebagai perempuan bertudung ada rasa malu tengok dia...Sanggup dia nak menari...
Perempuan bukan tontonan...Ingat reality tv show M'sias most beautiful...itu lagi memalukan.Bergaduh then nangis2...guling2 kat field main sukaneka..aku plak yg malu(tapi dia orang tak malu plak...isk2x)

Ape2lah..yang penting jaga diri kita.
(esok ada event kat balai seni lukis negara(Laman Seni Kl) dulu masa kat UKM teringin gak nak gi menda2 cam gitu..tapi takde geng sekepala)sape2 yang gi Laman Seni Kl tu bleh la kongsi pengalaman ngn sue'z ek)

Take care-Sue'z

nak letak ape yek

Ni yang sue'z jumpe masa tgh cari bahan bacaan tadih.
Penggunaan " MasyaAllah " dlm percakapan seharian.kadang2 kita terpengaruh dengan movie, terutama citer p ramlee yang banyak menggunakan "MasyaAllah" dalam situasi yang silap.Saya dapati ramai di kalangan kita menggunakan lafaz "MasyaAllah" ketika berhadapan dgn situasi yang tidak disukai atau tidak elok , contoh ketika terlihat gambar2censored atau bila anak2 kita buat perangai nakal.Sebenarnya istilah "MasyaAllah" bermaksud ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY atau ALLAH YANG MAHA AGUNG .Mengikut buku "What Do Say" by Kathyn Abdullah, kita menggunakan istilah "MasyaaAllah" bila kita melihat "something nice" seperti melihat bayi/kanak-2 yg comel, ketika menjamah makanan yang sedap, terbau wangi-wangian dan sebagainya.Jadi pengunaan MasyaAllah ketika berhadapan dgn situasi yg tidak elok adalah salah dan tidak digalakkan. Yg patut kita lafaz ialah "Astagfirrullahhalazim" (Aku memohon ampun kepadamu Ya Allah) ataupun "Innalillah" (Kepada Allah kita kembali).

*jadi bila tengok baby comey, kita sebut MasyaALLAh comelnyer dia(sambil cubit pipit budak tu biar naik merah..heh)

*Tadi dapat prenz request (kat frendster) dari bekas junior merangkap adik sedorm masa sekolah dulu.dah kawen rupanya budak tu.ALHAMDULILLAH...Congratulations Ezzah!!! Muka hubby dia ada iras2 dia.(orang ckp kalu berjodoh muka memang ada iras..hoho) Ezzah and hubby memilih persalinan serba hijau..kena dgn kulit ezzah, CANTIK!

Cakap pasal jodoh ni teringat pulak doa yang diperturunkan dek Dr.Fadilah kamsah(sue'z jumpa kat sebuah buku motivasi remaja) :
...Ya Allah, jika benar dia adalah jodohku, Engkau dekatilah hatiku padanya...jika dia bukan jodohku, Engkau tutuplah hatiku kepada dia..aminn...
amalkan doa ni selalu..bagi yang dah ada calon mahupun belom ada lagi...

-teringat bait jiwang yang di'jumpai' di blog kakSuraya(http://noorsoraya.blogdrive.com/) yang berbunyi begini :

Kekasihku, aku lah rusuk kiri mu yang hilang itu!!!
hmm...ada sesiapa yang kehilangan rusuk kiri?ahaks

Cukuplah tu...k have a nice day
Love-Sue'z (`_~)^

27 June 2006

sajak pagi by amar kun

- pic yang diculik dari flickr kot..ker page muslim mothers...ntahlah

Pagi
Hening subuh
Suria kembali mewarnai langit
manusia itu
matanya terpejam rapat
di atas katil dibungkus duvet*.
kaku, mati, bagaikan mayat
"Hayya a'alassolah!!" "ahh nantilah!!" balasnya
"Hayya a'alalfalahh!!" "ahh tunggulah!!" sahutnya
"Assola tu khairum minannaumm!!" "ahh bisinglah!!"
rungutnya mulut mencebik
selimut kembali ditarik
manusia kiranya kautahu
saat kau mati kini
beburung dah sibuk mencari rezeki
saat kau mati kini
sang unggas dah riuh berbunyi-bunyi
saat kau mati kini
si denak dah mula berkokok lagi
tapi kau tak tahu
kaumasih dalam tidurmu
masih dalam alam matimu
kalau hari-hari kau begini
baik jadi tanahlah engkau
jadi org mengabihkan boreh je
*duvet=selimut tebal

*mula2 baca puisi ni nak gelak pun ada...ada sense of humor sikit kat baris akhir...ni puisi yang ditulis dek lelaki yang tak biasa guna ayat puitis2...trus straight to de point...and a bit SINIS lah(buat aku terasa cam kena batang idung sendiri gak)
hmm subuh dikala bercuti...liat tahap kambing gurun!!!
-bagi sesiapa yang nak belajar bahasa arab boleh klik kat link 'belajar bahasa arab' kat sebelah kanan tu ye...sekurang2nya boleh refresh balik apa yang kita belaja ngn Ustaz Syed garang tak ingat masa skolah dulu..heh. moga dapat membantu.
Love -Sue'z

26 June 2006

hmmm



Puisi diatas sue'z tujukan kepada semua sahabat2 sekalian....
*baru tadi aku berborak ngn bariah kat telefon...dah setahun rasanya tak tengok muka dia.windu yang amat...seperti biasa our conversation is about"ko dah dapat keje lum?" dan semestinya dat answer is 'not yet la'. (sebenarnya aku tengah tunggu posting MARA:aku bakal guru[bagi kengkawan yang tak tahu la] .lama dah ghasenye duk umah,naik penat plak...eheh.result exam baru post kat MARA...ooo MARA cepat la bagi tempat..mintak2 dpt kat kuantan(dekat ngn umah..haha)

OOo kengkawan boleh menyebarkan lagi proses pencarian keje tu ngn melawat www.graduan.com.my

InsyaALLAH my convocation is on August(around 12-17 ari bulan) bagi bebudak UKM yang setarikh majlisnyer ngn Sue'z nanti,habaq mai la ye...boleh la aku jumpa family korang & bagi bunga(aku nak bunga tulip tau...eheh)
Bagi sesape yang nak gi Interview dalam masa terdekat nih sue'z Ucapkan GooD Luck &Chayo2x. Korang leh cuba amalkan baca surah aliImran ayat 31(InsyaALLAH ia membangkitkan rasa mahabbah orang kat kita). Baca masa ngadap cermin.OOO b4 forget ayat tu bermaksud[Say:If u do love ALLAH, Follow me: ALLAH will love U&forgive u your sins]
sue'z dapat tips ni dari senior UKM, tapi pernah jumpa gak kat dalam buku...tapi tak ingat tajuk ape. Amalkan selalu, INsyaALLAH orang rasa sejuk hati ngn kita...chewaahh

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Assalamualaikum...
-pic ni diculik dari www.muslimspace.com-


Dari Al-Aswad bin Surayi ,bahawasanya Nabi Sallahu Alaihi Wasallam bersabda' Setiap anak yang dilahirkan adalah suci maka kedua ibu bapa yang mencorakkannya sama ada menjadi seorang Yahudi, Nasrani atau Majusi (Riwayat al-Imam at Tabarani)

*kelmarin mak ngn abah sue'z bertandang ke rumah Maklong yang baru dapat cucu sulung. sudah dapat anak, abang long aku yang sorang tuh...nama baby boy tu Johanreese(moden tul namanya...heh).Johanreese lahir tak cukup bulan,8bulan...selalunya baby yg lahir tak cukup bulan, lahir semasa berusia 7 bln...kaklong(seorg doktor gigi) mengalami komplikasi dan proses kelahiran tdk dpt dilakukan secara normal.so kena buat caesarian la...

sayangnya sue'z belum lagi tgk wajah johan(pak sedara yang lain semua dok panggil reese...tp aku tetap nak panggil JOHAN!!!).tak tahu plak hari tu Johan balik pahang...(sebelum ni kaklong berpantang di johor) terlepas nak tengok Johan, abg long &family dah balik ke KL...wooo sedihnya..nak tengok Johan gak!!!
Disini sue'z nak kongsi satu post dari seorang budak lelaki USA yang mempunyai keazaman untuk Murtad(masyaALLAH....)
(dipetik daripada sebuah laman web org2 Murtad-Apostates of Islam)
Posted: Fri Jun 16, 2006 10:16 pm Post subject: my unhappy life in islam

Well, to start off, I have not yet left Islam but will soon... in 3 years. I am a 15 year old male from Usa. (i will not go in to detailed about my location and appearance) My parents are Islamic FREAKS! I mean they pray 5 times a day read the quran and force me to do everything having to do with Islam. When i was 4, I was taught the Quran at a Masjid (mosque). Back then, i didn't mind cause my parents werent as radical and extreme about it.. Now, all they can think about is Islam. I have been visiting this and many other websites like this for quite a while now and I feel that Atheism is the way to go. I mean, how can u live with believing in a prophet who "MADE UP" Islam just so he cna become a ruler in a dictatish cknid of way. Please, I beg all other muslims to grow up. I can't stand just going to a dinner party at a family friends house cause my parents keep blabbing on how u should do this in islam islam islam blah blah blah. ALl they ever talk about it Islam. It makes me wanna GRRRRR. So here is why am having my doubts: I sit on the computer a lot and play my pc games and I don't bother anyone, not my dad, mom nor brother. They keep forcing me to pray. They beat me, slap me and hit me with a stick. And when i don't comply. they threaten to use a KNIFE! what kind of sick twisted way is this of enforcing a religion? They hit me (I'm 15!) whenever i sy no. When i ask them why they are so cruel they say its because ALLAH AND MOHAMED (SHIT BE UPON HIS SOUL) said so. They tell me to wake up and get off the computer or they will burn it and then they tell me to recite the quran. WTF? I don't have to. They pray like 10 times a day sometimes cuz they wanna get extra good. They the 5 farz namaz and than they pray these other namaz's that have weird names. (oh btw we are SUNNI) I cannot gather the courage to tell my parents this cause i am afraid they will either kick me out of the house, or beat me. (They do not beat me often unless i refuse to pray namaz) I am forced to pray even when i do not like it. Face it, Mohamed was a smart guy.. making up a religion and a set of rules so he can control the minds and way of life of the arabian people back then. The thing that makes me burst out in anger is that people today, in Modern times, people that have so many better things to do, Still believe he was a great man... GROW THE **** up. Use your **** brains. Praying 5 times a day? Kneeeling, bending over, crouching this is all bullshit. And beatng women up? All my friends at school that are girls are disgusted by this cause we had a lesson about islam at our school and half of them had to research it. All the girls looked at me.... WTF? SCREW Islam! Another thing is that u get to beat ur child if they dont wanna do somehting u say... that is not right its **** inhumane. Thank you P.A.

-Budak ni masih terlalu muda...sayang...