esok kena kerja..grrrr!!!
About Me
- d ordinary me
- just an ordinary emotional woman...in a journey of her life..to be a good person...InsyaAllah.
25 February 2010
blaze
esok kena kerja..grrrr!!!
16 February 2010
kosong, keliru, kemana?
“Seseorang itu sentiasa alim selama mana dia menuntut ilmu. Tatkala datang persepsi diri bahawa beliau sudah menjadi alim, maka jahillah dia”via : saifulislam.com
setiap kali berasa kosong, ambillah ia sebagai hidayah Allah untuk kita mencari isi. Ketika rasa kosong itu terhenti dan kita gagal mengosongkan diri, bermulalah rentetan kejahilan yang membinasakan diri, walaupun sudah bergelar ilmuan!
15 February 2010
07 February 2010
never
credit : miss fingularity
04 February 2010
31 January 2010
1st entry for 2010
Diri ini sungguh busy yang amat sejak sebulan ini.
Diri ini juga diuji pabila seorang makhluk menceroboh masuk rumah (rumah sewa di kota damansara) melalui siling lalu membawa pergi laptop+broadband+digicam+beg sandang sue (berserta isinya, ohh) Tepat pada 1Muharam yang lalu.
Terima kaseh kepada:
1) Jiran-jiran yang datang menjenguk sue pada hari kejadian. (i am exaggerating, macam cemas konon bunyinya, sue ok. dia masuk time sue keluar awal pagi jumaat 1muharam tu pergi bank -7.30 am, balik dalam kul 8.30am tengok meja study dah 'lapang' uhu. terkejut sue...serius saya cemas sebab pintu dan gril masih berkeadaan baik. Mamat itu jadi spiderman merayap di syiling menggadai nyawa, ish ish ish)
2) sahabat-sahabat di atas segala kata-kata penyejuk hati dan sokongan moral (eceh eceh)
3) extra thanx buat makabah dan adik-adik yang datang secara mengejut dari pahang di hari ahad itu.
Abah tak nyenyak tidur malam bila memikirkan rumah anaknya dipecah masuk dan anaknya itu sendirian. Housemates yang lain masih di kampung...
Sebulan dah berlalu. Sekarang saya diberi pinjam oleh sekolah sebuah laptop comel.
Ok cukup untuk kali ini,
Wassalam
10 December 2009
diam...

via : saifulislam.com
be good...

Ntah...sue pun tak tahu betul ke tak teori John Gray ni...(mungkin kena la jugak) Macam sue, complain sebab nak meluahkan, tapi selalunya tak mengharapkan jalan penyelesaian. Cukup sekadar pendengar dengar pun dah kira ok. Ada kalanya diam dan senyap lebih elok. Mungkin lebih elok sue kembali kepada sikap sue yang dahulu...senyap...diam...
tapi bak kata seorang sahabat : suka sangat pendam sorang, cuba share. Tu sebab badan tak mahu besar, orang lain makan nasi, awak makan hati..
hoho..ok, Hati adalah salah satu benda halal yang kita boleh makan. High in iron. Tapi perempuan pregnant jangan makan hati, tak elok...kandungan vitamin A yang tinggi di dalam hati akan meningkatkan kesan atau kecacatan pada bayi yang dikandungi. Tak boleh makan hati lebih dari sekali seminggu, sebab hati ada kandungan vitamin A yang tinggi.
Pengambilan harian untuk Vitamin A adalah 0.6 – 0.7 mg satu hari. Maximum pengambilan 1.5 mg.
Analysis yang dijalankan menunjukkan hati yang dimasak mengandungi 10-25 mg bagi 100 g hati – hampir 10-20 kali ganda lebih dari sepatutnya.
ok cukup la fakta tentang hati tu...
Tip no.1 : kalau rasa 'down' atau frust atau rasa nak mengamuk, mengemaslah. Itu pun salah satu terapi yg mujarab (err mujarab pada sue kot, sambil tu dengar nasyeed takpun nak lagi solehah pasang cd quran. Rumah pun jadi kemas, kita pun rasa lega^^ )
Semester ni sue amek 3 subjek. (sue dah mula kuliyyah hari isnin hari tu)
1) Critical and Creative Thinking Skills
2) Child Psychology
3) Practice of teaching
Dah dapat banyak assignments dan presentation yang kena buat. Untuk child psychology kena present 2 topik. 1 topik tentang prenatal&birth. Untuk subjek tu juga sue kena cari video tentang 'brain, The Heart-Brain Connection: The Neuroscience of Social, Emotional, and Academic Learning" Menarik kan?
Sue study dulu, nanti sue share apa yang sue faham ye, InsyaAllah.Untuk subjek child psyc sue akan berpartner dgn Khadijah (dia dari China, leh blaja cakap cina dgn dia..ehe)
Untuk subjek Practice of Teaching sue berpartner dgn Nema (dia dari madinah, leh blaja Arabic dgn dia. masa first kuliyyah hari tu dia pelik bila Dr tutup kuliyyah sebut 'tasbih kaffarah' Nema cakap diaorg refer tasbih tu sebagai "kaffaratulmajlis" tapi ianya tetap recitation yang sama^^
Eh nak mengemas lah. Jaga diri, wassalam
Love, che sue
01 December 2009
InsyaAllah...
Terasa seperti tertinggal, terkebelakang...
Mak, abah...
maaf atas segala kekurangan dan ketidakmampuan anakmu ini...
dan buat sahabatku, aku gembira untukmu
akan aku cuba kotakan janjiku
seperti yang kita rancangkan di zaman angan-angan dahulu.
tunggu aku di halaman rumahmu sahabat, aku datang...insyaAllah
Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That you'r so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so hepless
You can't see which way to go
Don't despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray...
InsyaAllah, you'll find your way
InsyaAllah...
credit: maher zain "InsyaAllah"
30 November 2009
28 November 2009
25 November 2009
be soft...

Do not let the pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Take pride that even though the rest
of the world may disagree,
you still believe it to be a beautiful place.
via heartwarming
22 November 2009
trust
"Put your trust in God for support and see His hidden hand working through all sources."
"If you make intense supplication
and the timing of the answer is delayed,
do not despair.
His reply to you is guaranteed;
but in the way He chooses,
not the way you choose,
and at the moment He desires,
not the moment you desire."
Allah is the best of planners and only He knows what is best for us :)
14 November 2009
flowers
There is Surely Ease With Every Difficulty
God has created the world to test mankind. As an inherent feature of this examination, He tests man sometimes with blessings and at other times with hardships. People who do not evaluate events in the light of the Qur'an, fail to give the appropriate interpretation to events, and become downhearted and fall into hopelessness. However, God reveals an important secret in the Qur'an, which only true and submissive believers can perceive.
For truly with hardship comes ease; truly with hardship comes ease. (Surat al-Inshirah: 5-6)
Hot heads and cold hearts never solved anything... (Billy Graham)
Love is beautiful like flowers and butterflies
31 October 2009
drop of tears

cry if you want to cry…
because ‘crying’ is a natural state of human beings.
But don’t feel that your life has come to an end…
Never let revenge dampens into your heart…
But mark it as a precious experience,
A time to gain your closeness to The Owner of your heart
He is…
The One and the only One
who will understand you verily from the bottom of your heart.
He is…
The one who will never judge you
and tell how stupid,
silly and idiot you are…
Remember just remember,
A great Muslim...
A strong Mu’min… always cries in front of His Lord…
Every drop of tears in your prayer to Him would immensely relieve
your heart, heal your broken heart… clean your soul and liberate you life…
Remember just remember,
Allah put you in that situation…there must be reason(s) for it.
Allah might want you to learn..to respect your life or
perhaps Allah want to test your faith, your IMAN.
Besides,
Allah might want to remind you…
as calamities…for you might have owe HIM…some particular sins…
if you decide to involve in things…
Remember just remember,
there must be consequences…
Consequences that have to be considered first,
before stepping into any adventures….
At least, get ready to be responsible
towards every steps of your actions…
The struggles you go through
may make you appreciate your life;
a precious experience that lead you
to become a compassionate person…
At the same time,
you should ask yourself about your sincerity…
Do you really base your action on sincerity…
what’s wrong with your intentions…
If you do something for the sake of Allah
why would you feel hurt and pain
if things do not comprehend with your dreams?
If someone hurt you…
Remember just remember,
that is a precious time where Allah will answer
every single of your prayers…
It is also a precious time to gain a big reward
by forgiving and praying good things for ones who hurt you…
Finally…
As far.. what you do is based on sincerity…
As far… you have tried your best whole heartly…
If things do not work… remember Allah must have other plans… better plan… insyaAllah…
Allah Says (what means):
“And that it is He who makes laugh and weep” .
When commenting on this verse, Imaam Al-Qurtubi, may Allah have mercy upon him, said:
“Allah decreed the causes for crying and laughter”
I am going to train my hearts to ponder and my eyes to cry.
Alhamdulillah, biiznillah,
I would be given a chance to gain the benefits of ‘Crying out of fear of Allah’:
* It softens the heart.
* It is a quality of the righteous.
* It is a distinct character of those deserving Paradise.
* It is the way leading to the pleasure of Allah and attaining His love.
Verily, ALLAH Subhana wa Ta'ala Knows BEST!
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