never

Never look down on anybody, for, to Allah, they may be better than you.

HUGE reminder to self.

credit : miss fingularity

gomenasai

When I wanted to cry, I couldn't cause I wasn't allowed,
When I wanted to call you, ask you for help
I stopped myself...

I wanted to tell you, but I walked away....

1st entry for 2010

Alhamdulillah.
Diri ini sungguh busy yang amat sejak sebulan ini.
Diri ini juga diuji pabila seorang makhluk menceroboh masuk rumah (rumah sewa di kota damansara) melalui siling lalu membawa pergi laptop+broadband+digicam+beg sandang sue (berserta isinya, ohh) Tepat pada 1Muharam yang lalu.


Terima kaseh kepada:
1) Jiran-jiran yang datang menjenguk sue pada hari kejadian. (i am exaggerating, macam cemas konon bunyinya, sue ok. dia masuk time sue keluar awal pagi jumaat 1muharam tu pergi bank -7.30 am, balik dalam kul 8.30am tengok meja study dah 'lapang' uhu. terkejut sue...serius saya cemas sebab pintu dan gril masih berkeadaan baik. Mamat itu jadi spiderman merayap di syiling menggadai nyawa, ish ish ish)

2) sahabat-sahabat di atas segala kata-kata penyejuk hati dan sokongan moral (eceh eceh)

3) extra thanx buat makabah dan adik-adik yang datang secara mengejut dari pahang di hari ahad itu.
Abah tak nyenyak tidur malam bila memikirkan rumah anaknya dipecah masuk dan anaknya itu sendirian. Housemates yang lain masih di kampung...

Sebulan dah berlalu. Sekarang saya diberi pinjam oleh sekolah sebuah laptop comel.

Ok cukup untuk kali ini,
Wassalam

diam...

Daripada Abu Hurairah radhiyallaahu ‘anhu, beliau berkata: Rasulullah sallallaahu ‘alayhi wa sallam telah bersabda, “barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat maka berkatalah yang baik-baik atau diam sahaja. Barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat maka muliakanlah jirannya. Dan barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat maka muliakanlah tetamunya” [Hadith riwayat al-Bukhari dan Muslim]

via : saifulislam.com

be good...

"...women complain about problems because they want their problems to be acknowledged, while men complain about problems because they are asking for solutions" John Gray in Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus.

Ntah...sue pun tak tahu betul ke tak teori John Gray ni...(mungkin kena la jugak) Macam sue, complain sebab nak meluahkan, tapi selalunya tak mengharapkan jalan penyelesaian. Cukup sekadar pendengar dengar pun dah kira ok. Ada kalanya diam dan senyap lebih elok. Mungkin lebih elok sue kembali kepada sikap sue yang dahulu...senyap...diam...pendam...

tapi bak kata seorang sahabat : suka sangat pendam sorang, cuba share. Tu sebab badan tak mahu besar, orang lain makan nasi, awak makan hati..

hoho..ok, Hati adalah salah satu benda halal yang kita boleh makan. High in iron. Tapi perempuan pregnant jangan makan hati, tak elok...kandungan vitamin A yang tinggi di dalam hati akan meningkatkan kesan atau kecacatan pada bayi yang dikandungi. Tak boleh makan hati lebih dari sekali seminggu, sebab hati ada kandungan vitamin A yang tinggi.

Pengambilan harian untuk Vitamin A adalah 0.6 – 0.7 mg satu hari. Maximum pengambilan 1.5 mg.

Analysis yang dijalankan menunjukkan hati yang dimasak mengandungi 10-25 mg bagi 100 g hati – hampir 10-20 kali ganda lebih dari sepatutnya.

ok cukup la fakta tentang hati tu...

Nak mengemas la.....buku-buku dan kertas berselerakan, argghh tertekan bila tengok.
Tip no.1 : kalau rasa 'down' atau frust atau rasa nak mengamuk, mengemaslah. Itu pun salah satu terapi yg mujarab (err mujarab pada sue kot, sambil tu dengar nasyeed takpun nak lagi solehah pasang cd quran. Rumah pun jadi kemas, kita pun rasa lega^^ )

Semester ni sue amek 3 subjek. (sue dah mula kuliyyah hari isnin hari tu)
1) Critical and Creative Thinking Skills
2) Child Psychology
3) Practice of teaching

Dah dapat banyak assignments dan presentation yang kena buat. Untuk child psychology kena present 2 topik. 1 topik tentang prenatal&birth. Untuk subjek tu juga sue kena cari video tentang 'brain, The Heart-Brain Connection: The Neuroscience of Social, Emotional, and Academic Learning" Menarik kan?
Sue study dulu, nanti sue share apa yang sue faham ye, InsyaAllah.Untuk subjek child psyc sue akan berpartner dgn Khadijah (dia dari China, leh blaja cakap cina dgn dia..ehe)

Untuk subjek Practice of Teaching sue berpartner dgn Nema (dia dari madinah, leh blaja Arabic dgn dia. masa first kuliyyah hari tu dia pelik bila Dr tutup kuliyyah sebut 'tasbih kaffarah' Nema cakap diaorg refer tasbih tu sebagai "kaffaratulmajlis" tapi ianya tetap recitation yang sama^^

Eh nak mengemas lah. Jaga diri, wassalam
Love, che sue

only Him...

Then I started to realize that in every second and every bit of my life, only HIM that I really need. I admit that when I am down, I need someone to reach out a hand for me to hold, to bring me back alive. No matter how strong people would see me. Tetapi sesungguhnya it’s Him that give me the strength. Maka, sesungguhnya saya tersangat lemah jika saya jauh dari Dia. …and on Allah should you rely if you are believers. (Surah al-Maidah, 5:23)

InsyaAllah...

Ada masa kita rasa cemburu...cemburu kerana kita terasa diri kita kurang...
Terasa seperti tertinggal, terkebelakang...
Mak, abah...
maaf atas segala kekurangan dan ketidakmampuan anakmu ini...

dan buat sahabatku, aku gembira untukmu
akan aku cuba kotakan janjiku
seperti yang kita rancangkan di zaman angan-angan dahulu.
tunggu aku di halaman rumahmu sahabat, aku datang...insyaAllah

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That you'r so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so hepless
You can't see which way to go
Don't despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray...
InsyaAllah, you'll find your way
InsyaAllah...

credit: maher zain "InsyaAllah"

pelangi

cik belalang

pulang beraya

rumah makteh

photo edisi cat tumpah..wakaka (^_^)

be soft...

Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard.
Do not let the pain make you hate.
Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.
Take pride that even though the rest
of the world may disagree,
you still believe it to be a beautiful place.


via heartwarming

trust

"Put your trust in God for support and see His hidden hand working through all sources."

"If you make intense supplication
and the timing of the answer is delayed,
do not despair.
His reply to you is guaranteed;
but in the way He chooses,
not the way you choose,
and at the moment He desires,
not the moment you desire."

Allah is the best of planners and only He knows what is best for us :)

via fingularity

flowers

There is Surely Ease With Every Difficulty

God has created the world to test mankind. As an inherent feature of this examination, He tests man sometimes with blessings and at other times with hardships. People who do not evaluate events in the light of the Qur'an, fail to give the appropriate interpretation to events, and become downhearted and fall into hopelessness. However, God reveals an important secret in the Qur'an, which only true and submissive believers can perceive.

For truly with hardship comes ease; truly with hardship comes ease. (Surat al-Inshirah: 5-6)

credit : harun yahya.com

Hot heads and cold hearts never solved anything... (Billy Graham)

Love is beautiful like flowers and butterflies

photo : meerleen zua

drop of tears

cry if you want to cry…
because ‘crying’ is a natural state of human beings.
But don’t feel that your life has come to an end…
Never let revenge dampens into your heart…

But mark it as a precious experience,
A time to gain your closeness to The Owner of your heart

He is…
The One and the only One
who will understand you verily from the bottom of your heart.

He is…
The one who will never judge you
and tell how stupid,
silly and idiot you are…

Remember just remember,
A great Muslim...
A strong Mu’min… always cries in front of His Lord…
Every drop of tears in your prayer to Him would immensely relieve
your heart, heal your broken heart… clean your soul and liberate you life…
Remember just remember,
Allah put you in that situation…there must be reason(s) for it.
Allah might want you to learn..to respect your life or
perhaps Allah want to test your faith, your IMAN.

Besides,
Allah might want to remind you…
as calamities…for you might have owe HIM…some particular sins…
if you decide to involve in things…

Remember just remember,
there must be consequences…
Consequences that have to be considered first,
before stepping into any adventures….
At least, get ready to be responsible
towards every steps of your actions…
The struggles you go through
may make you appreciate your life;
a precious experience that lead you
to become a compassionate person…

At the same time,
you should ask yourself about your sincerity…
Do you really base your action on sincerity…
what’s wrong with your intentions…
If you do something for the sake of Allah
why would you feel hurt and pain
if things do not comprehend with your dreams?

If someone hurt you…
Remember just remember,
that is a precious time where Allah will answer
every single of your prayers…
It is also a precious time to gain a big reward
by forgiving and praying good things for ones who hurt you…

Finally…
As far.. what you do is based on sincerity…
As far… you have tried your best whole heartly…
If things do not work… remember Allah must have other plans… better plan… insyaAllah…

Allah Says (what means):
“And that it is He who makes laugh and weep” .
When commenting on this verse, Imaam Al-Qurtubi, may Allah have mercy upon him, said:
“Allah decreed the causes for crying and laughter”
I am going to train my hearts to ponder and my eyes to cry.
Alhamdulillah, biiznillah,
I would be given a chance to gain the benefits of ‘Crying out of fear of Allah’:
* It softens the heart.
* It is a quality of the righteous.
* It is a distinct character of those deserving Paradise.
* It is the way leading to the pleasure of Allah and attaining His love.

Verily, ALLAH Subhana wa Ta'ala Knows BEST!



credit : anonymous

be happy (^_^)

photojeania

The happiest people don't have the best of everything.
They just make the best of everything.


Live simply
Speak kindly
Care deeply
Love generously


credit : life is like a cup of coffee

la tahzan babe^^

hate?

credit : flickr

I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all...


" I hate the way I don't hate you! Grrr! "

listen to the people who loves u

"A new study demonstrates that thinking about love—but not about sex— causes us to think more “globally,” making it easier to come up with new ideas (via Scientific American)"

sebab apa jadi macam tu? sebab kita happy..bila gembira kita rasa tenang, jadi boleh fikir dengan rasional^^ Teringat dekat arnab...2 hari lepas jumpa arnab lagi. Ada orang bawak kat kaunter exam che sue. nampak arnab terus sue ambil dukung, peluk dan kiss banyak-banyak sampai arnab naik rimas..ahaks. Rasa gembira nampak arnab melegakan sue yang pening dengan kerenah exam...huhu..minggu exam sangat memenatkan...dan menyakitkan badan...


"Forgiveness is the key that unlocks the handcuffs of hate."
malam semalam sue terima 'SMS minta maaf' daripada seorang sahabat. kalau diikutkan sakit hati memang marah... Sebab dia bukan hanya dah menyusahkan sue, tapi satu sekolah! Semua orang pun bengang...Tapi semua orang pun buat salah kan, pujuklah hati, berilah kemaafan pada dia, dia tetap sahabat kita...

(paper exam jangan buat-buat lupa nak mark pulak, awak tu pulak homeroom...kita nak RCPD ni, tu belum kira kerja ihtifal, jangan buat perangai missing in action lagi, sue piat jugak telinga tu karang, kalau tak sampai sue naik atas kerusi.. ada masalah apa bagitahulah kawan, bagitahulah sue, takdenye sue nak tengking ke jerkah ke, tak sampai hati...)

haihh...

"Listen to the people who love you. Believe that they are worth living for even when you don’t believe it. Seek out the memories depression takes away and project them into the future. Be brave; be strong. Exercise because it’s good for you even if every step weighs a thousand pounds. Eat when food itself disgusts you. Reason with yourself when you have lost your reason."

— Andrew Solomon, The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression

~masalahnya saya tiada selera makan...sangat sedih, lapar..memang nak makan, tapi, tak lalu...Allah, tolong sue...isk isk isk~

smile^^

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, – that’s knowledge. It’s in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it’s all darkness outside.

So have faith.

— friend of friend

credit : ihavefaith